back to december - taylor swift

I'm so glad you made time to see me

How's life? Tell me, how's your family?

I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever

We small talk, work and the weather

Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping

Staying up, playing back myself leaving

When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times

I watched you laughing from the passenger side

And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days

When fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile

So good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms that September night

The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't

So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time, all the time

absurd

Bulan ini super absurd.bingung mau cerita dari mana. yak gue nomer2in aja ya

1. tugas ipa ngokulasi bougenville bingung bikinnya gimana.sampe sekarang gue belom bikin dan kayanya bakal meminta bantuan masmas tukang bunga deket rumah gue

2. remedial biologi apaya....remed ga remed gue selalu ribet kalo biologi

3. kepleset karpet kesandung batu hari paling absurd sepanjang sejarah kehidupan. baru pulang dari indomart sampe rumah kepleset karpet ruang tamu.dan pas keluar rumah kesandung batu dan kaki biru. ♥

4. jalanan turun tebing dirumah ningsih menggelinding coi.gabisa nahan atau gimana ya gatau dengan kerennya meluncur dari atas ke bawah.

5. ketemu cogan di bumi wiyata 

6. cireng vitamin D(ebu) makanan enak ini dengan hebatnya jatoh ketanah.

7. main truth or dare (part1) mainnya bareng anita anggra nadya mamat syaid ervina amdha dan meher

8. bikin operet sinchan dari kertas menggabut ria \=D/

9. truth or dare (part2) & kuda bisik dari absen 1 - 20. menggabut ria bersama pas HL.kuda bisik dari orang pertama 2 kalimat. sampe diorang terakhir cuma 4 kata.GUDDD
10. dvd marathon - glee marathon +++ lari marathon : atletik

11. i can't explain a ton of fun this month. lobbb u lobbb u ♥♥♥♥ less than three <3

ik-zai-ted a.k.a excited

this month is superduper excaited. dari hari pertama - ke 20 gue puasa full loh. gue kira puasa gue bakal penuh & tanggal 21 musnah lah sudah harapan gue HAHAHA. haha bolong 9 loh. keren asli males bgt gantinya:'') tanggal 24 gue kekudus. asli lebaran disini veryvery ik-zai-ted & k-u-l! u kno what? kerjaan gue disini cuma bangun makan tidur main nonton. mati gaya abis gue. karna gue gapuasa, gue max loh energynya
ALLAHUAKBAR ALLAHUAKBAR ALLAHUAKBAR! LAILLA HAILALLAH HUALLAH HUAKBAR. ALLAHUAKBAR WALILLA ILHAM!!!!!!!
rencana keliling kudus pake mobil hilanglah sudah. baru sekali gue lebaran dikudus & itu benerbener macet gak gerak. fix gaada yg nganterin pula. kita hebat! kita keliling kota kudus jalan kaki loh kawan :''') gembelerz to the maxxx banyak orang naik truck & pick-up sambil gebuk gebuk gendang. ada yg jadi pocong2an loh haha superpenting. yak mulai dari allahuakbar allahuakbar terus eeeeaaaa terus heli gukgukguk-_- gue rada pengen ngakak pas liat org jatoh nyungsrep ke tong sampah loh. sumpah keren HAHAHA. nah habis itu kita makan baso. baso gue jatoh. kurang keren apa coba._. kita SMP. sudah makan pulang! ketemu temen nyokap! cipika cipiki alay kesel mati gaya gue. in the nite i got insomnia again. dibangunin jam 4 subuh gua masih asdfghhghj akhirnya bangun, mandi dan sholat id. begonya pas sholat id gue jatoh dan unyu :3 ada cogan guyssss! sampe rumah kakek, fotofoto langsung cabs ke mbah buyut. habis itu makan &pulang. sampe rmh kakek gue tidur dengan sangat lama-_- yak langsung kerumah sodara2 nyokap lg. so tired woi. habis itu ke makam mbah buyut. gue jatoh ke makam orang. gobol abis. hbs itu makan lg bruuhhh. adek gue nyungsep depan pintu dengan kegobolan2 nya;)bsk nya gua plg ke jekarda tercinta i love you fulll!!!!z dan macet guyzzz. i arrived at home at 9pm. HELLO JEKARDAH!!! CAPECAPE PEGAL2 TEPAR GAJELAS MATI GAYA ALAY! BYEEE. lebaran kali ini sangat seru guys. mwah!